Friday, January 30, 2009

full house 2 without rain and song hye kyo


i heard and read all about the news for the sequel of this famous drama Full House played by Rain and Song hye kyo,no one denied the chemistry between the two until they awarded for it. the story is very heartwarming,funny, romantic and very very nice.one of my favorite from korean drama until i've watched it 3times!

so because of these reasons, maybe the producer want to make the sequel, but unfortunately to bring the same atmosphere as the first one wont be happening since Rain is very busy with his singing career and promoting the new film'Ninja Assasin' from the wachowski brothers(the matrix trilogy). and song hye kyo recently just finishes her new drama although it wasn't really successfull.i thought she wont be participating.

some rumors said that the main character to replace SHK is Yoon eun hye(goong,coffee prince) but it appear not to be true until now there is no confirmation abt it.and also from other source i read that the producer might take actors from outside korea, like japan,taiwan or thailand to make the drama becoming more interesting.the story will be no less than the first one i suppose. a missunderstanding,fight,and ends inlove.

the drama will be aired around august this year and its about 20 eps (based on dramawiki),but no further explanation.so let see what will happen...

bleach update 343: yammy is beaten!


this week is abt yammy killing the two girl arrancars who tried to harm inoue.but right after that ichigo's friend ishida come to help and shoot yammy by his special arrow in one blast.

so, this week bleach is more interesting compare to naruto i must say...i hope there will be more surprising chapter nextweek.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

naruto update ch.433: why the 2 pains come to life again?


i thought for the other 5pains is over,but unfortunately not, although naruto can summons the other clone of him in sage form from the frog village but still is not so easy. i can see that for next week it will be tougher for him since the other 2 pains live again to help the original one...
kinda boring to feel this restless when waiting for the chapter week after week, coz its still all abt how amazing pain is.tired :-(

selalu menerima apa adanya..


hari ini sy dpt beberapa hal yg bisa saya ambil hikmahnya dari cerita2 yg saya lihat dan dengar dari org lain maupun dari drama yg saya tonton.

sebegitu terharunya membuat saya merasa sangat bersyukur dengan keadaan yg saya punya sekarang ini.salah satunya hikmah dari drama jepang 'celeb to binbo taro'.disitu digambarkan kehidupan dua org yg bagaikan bumi dan langit, satu teramat miskin dan satu lg ga ketulungan kayanya.tapi yg saya liat dan ambil pelajaran adalah simiskin dicerita tsb.
walaupun hidup sepertinya tidak adil dan selalu kekurangan,tidak sedikitpun mengeluh,selalu gembira,optimis dan hidup apa adanya.walaupun pagi makan dengan sedikit nasi dicampur telor dan itupun dibagi untuk beberapa perut. dan siang atau malam hari hanya makan potongan roti dari sisa pabrik sandwich dan kemudian dimakan dengan dicelupkan ke segelas air putih yg mrk anggap spt susu,tanpa henti selalu berucap oishiii!(eenaaak!).

mereka tetap bisa tidur pulas dengan atap rumah yg bocor ketika hujan,dinding kayu yg lapuk,tdk ada kasur empuk atau springbed.seolah hidup dijalani seadanya tanpa ada istilah menyerah utk hari esok yg lbh baik.juga mungkin ada yg suka menonton acara'jika aku menjadi' walau saya kadang kurang suka dengan tamu2 yg jd host,dimana mereka secara berlebihan mendramatisir keadaan/saya ragu kalo semua nya tulus dari dasar hati.

melihat hal tsb,sayapun merasa sangat beruntung dengan limpahan rahmat dan berkah,hidayah dari Yg Diatas kepada saya dan keluarga tiada henti2nya.selalu diberikan perlindungan, hati yg tenang,doa yg dikabulkan dan rizki yg lebih dari cukup.ketika kesusahan selalu diberi jalan keluar.sesuai dengan hadits yg saya pernah pelajari bahwa 'bersyukurlah org2 yg selalu mau menerima apa adanya, karena hati akan selalu terasa lapang tdk sempit dan tenang pikiran dan hidup tdk pernah sesulit yg dbayangkan'.ditambah apabila kita bersikap hemat dan menjaga apa2 yg kita punya tanpa berlebihan tapi selalu berusaha keras,mau mensodaqohkan apa yg kita dpt niscaya tak ada kehidupan yg lebih indah.tapi sebaliknya apabila kita selalu merasa kurang,selalu mengeluh selalu melihat keatas( melihat pd yg lbh kaya secara duniawinya) dan teledor selalu melihat kebawah(untuk urusan ibadah)maka hati akan selalu sempit,gundah,stress,dan akan selalu mengeluh,padahal kadang dia sendiri kurang berusaha.

karena hidup berjalan terus,seharusnya tdk ada istilah menengok dan meratapi apa yg dibelakang kita(masa lalu) tapi jadikan itu pelajaran dan tuntunan dalam menyusun masa depan cerah dan menjalani hari2 kita sekarang.tapi tdk semua org mempunyai sifat ini(menerima apa adanya),walau begitu sebenarnya mereka bisa berubah asal ada kemauan dari diri mereka sendiri.so,mulailah cintai diri kita,keadaan kita,keluarga,apa yg kita apunya apa adanya,karena kebahagiaan akan selalu ada bersama org yg menerima semua yg mereka miliki dan menghargainya tanpa lupa bersyukur.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

celeb to binbo taro(jpn) vs witch ma yo hee(korea)



actually im not trying to compare both of the dramas,i just cant help it coz there are similarities among them.

the story is about high class wealthy stiff ungrateful woman involve with one ordinary kindhearted guy.the drama is nice,both of them, and was made by the culture background of the two country. but as for japan version the situation among the main characters is very complicated and the social status is too much in difference.but its still good though.i recommend it to anyone who want to watch.it doesnt matter if the rating is not that good in japan.here is the synopsis for those who want to know.

Wealthy daughter of a hotel chain mogul meets poor widowed father of three. Despite their vastly different values and beliefs, will their chanced encounter blossom into something more?( dramawiki)
played bu aya ueto and kamiji yusuke. ;-)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

dhoom3 (sequel dhoom and dhoom2)


after the big hit of two previous/ prequels dhoom and dhoom2, yash chopra presents dhoom 3 with a fantastic and more famous actors than the previous movies.let see...
dhoom :starring abhishek bachchan,uday chopra,john abraham
dhoom 2:starring abhishek bachchan,uday chopra,hrithik roshan,aishwarya rai and bipasha basu
and now for dhoom 3 the casts is more promising, the 2khans and the 2 main characters in the prequels,so this movie starring : abhishek bachchan, uday chopra,shahrukh khan,aamir khan.
maybe the producer just want this movie to be bigger than those two and hit more in the box office as seeing dhoom2 can overcome dhoom.so, this is why they 're willing to take 2khans in this movie.i hope its better than the two prequels before.i wonder whose the leading ladies and the villain ? ......

my name is khan(srk+kajol) and a bit of hrithik+aish

 

the movie 'my name is khan' is directed by the blockbuster movie director Karan johar(kuch2 hota hai,kabhi khushi kabhi gham,kal ho naa ho,kabhi alvida na kehna) and the main characters will be played by my favorite couple for hindi movie Shahrukh khan and Kajol.

its been 7years since the last time they played together in one scene. so i cant wait to see this movie,coz i bet  its gonna be amazing as always .it said that they're still filming the scenes and soon out to be release,i hope sooner coz this is one of the most anticipated hindi movie for all of their fans,including me.so, as soon as the movie is out i will hunt for it ;-)

and abt other couple i like,hrithik roshan and aishwarya rai-bachchan, i also wait for the new movie from them too since the famous director Sanjay leela bhansali(hum dil de chuke sanam, devdas,black) said that he will make new movie with them as the main characters. i also wait for this to release in this year 2009.it will be awesome! 

Saturday, January 24, 2009

naruto ch.432 and bleach ch.342


 

after one week of waiting,i finally able to read the new chapter of both of this favorite manga of mine.

naruto ch.432: naruto still make impressing moves using the rasen shuriken that he can threw and also other double rasengan to kill the rest of the pains,only the original pain left,the other 5 is eliminated.but the problem is when he need to deal with the real pain,he's running out of sage mode..i cant bear if anything bad happen after this...will naruto lose controll again and use the kyuubi's form?i hope not..

and abt bleach ch.342: its still the fight between ulquiorra and ichigo, a bit boring though,coz it seemed like ichigo's level still under his opponent,and now he has to save inoue too...what a long whine ....since now that yammy also come....phuihhhh tired :(

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

it sucks if people just want to use u

 

through internet,yes we can connect with people from allover the world and make some new friends, and thats include from our own country.but what do u think if what u get from those 'friend is nothing but a very annoying attitude?well here is one of the story i want to write down coz i had enough of all this nonsense.

i met this 'lovely person' a few days ago.she is from one region in my country.so we just speak our native language as usual.and it seemed that she is a very nice person,she was,but then i was wrong.she gave me a lot of question and act friendly as if im her old friend.well,the story then continue when she asked a favor from me to help her.she wanted me to see her bf profile and comment his videos.out of nothing but feeling happy i just do as she want,coz i thought she could be a good friend someday.but unfortunately after i did what she asked me,i ask her in return to do something. since she ask abt my private life and want to know more,i told her to check it on my blog,to find the answer that she want abt my life,as promising as she wrote the nice words that she will do it at lunch that day(see my blog and comment in it),she broke her promise.i met her again online the next morning and she just said she forgot and apologize,but for me is enough to judge one character.and i just thought maybe i was a fool of easily being used again by people just to get what they want,based on my honest intention of having new friend.yes friend should not be abt take and give only but sincere,but then sometimes it(take and give attitude) is needed to see how far your friend would do for u. 

i have other online friends and its from other countries,but they are really nice and never do something like this. we always share and care for each other.really good friend both from men and women.meanwhile the friends i had from my own country mostly are nothing but a bunch of people with their boring crap and not a very nice intention.

if she ever read this,i dont care anymore what she will think,coz im not sure she will spare some of her time looking and reading at my writing.

halcali(haruka+yukari)'s song in naruto

 

when the first time i heard the ending song of naruto shippuuden eps 80 something,this song sang by the duo's really catchy in my ear.the title of the song'long kiss goodbye'i love this very much,so i search in youtube for the singer and listen to the full version while watching them.

the song is described as kurenai's feeling when she lose asuma.i just love it.if u want to know more abt them just browse in google/yahoo whatever u use for search engine and also in youtube to watch them.

but now is already changed, the ending song of naruto. coz the one who murdered asuma is killed by shikamaru,his student.so the song is not fit into the story anymore.but it doesnt change the fact that im becoming one of their fan.:-)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

susahnya bersyukur...

 

Bagi sebagian org, kadang kala bersyukur itu satu hal yg amat sulit untuk dilakukan.mungkin karena sifat manusia yg serakah dan rewel, jadi apapun yg didapat tak akan pernah merasa cukup.

bahkan dalam sebuah hadits Nabi pun menggambarkan bahwa saat satu gunung emas telah dipunyai seseorg maka dia akan mencari satu gunung emas yg baru.dan angan2 manusia itu sangat jauh dan berbentuk banyak hal,yaitu apa2 yg selalu diidam2kan dalam hidupnya ingin dia raih,tapi semua itu tetap terbatasi oleh umur, hingga saatnya dia pergipun tak semuanya dapat terpenuhi. dan Tuhan pun telah menentukan nasib dari satu2 makhluk yg hidup dijagat raya ini,alias semua ada takdirnya masing2 dan tak akan pernah bisa merubahnya tanpa berdoa dan berusaha sambil diniati karena ibadah.

disekitarku banyak sekali org yg hidup dengan garis nasib yg jauh berbeda,sebagian miskin dan sebagian berkecukupan.tapi yg membuat aku miris,kadang org berkecukupan yg selalu merasa miskin atau kurang terus,sedangkan yg miskin sibuk mengeluhkan kemiskinannya tanpa berusaha cukup keras.betapa bodohnya mereka,karena mereka hanya menganiaya dirinya sendiri dgn rengekan2 mrk.apa yg telah dititipkan oleh Yang Diatas seharusnya disyukuri dan dinikmati,dijaga. seperti anak2 yg dilahirkan tanpa dosa, rizki yg didapat sehari2 dan semua hal disekeliling kita,termasuk kesehatan kita sendiri.

karena Tuhan tidak akan pernah mencoba umatnya dengan cobaan yg sekiranya seorg hamba tak mampu melaluinya,dan dibalik setiap cobaan itu terselip hikmah dan pertolongan dari-Nya selama kita mau bersabar tanpa mengeluh.saat kita mengeluh niscaya pertolongan itu hilang dgn sendirinya.dan kita sendiripun tahu bahwa kita tak akan pernah dapat menghitung seberapa banyak nikmat yg kita terima sampai saat ini.saat nikmat itu hilang baru kita sadari betapa berartinya hal tersebut.

aku kadang tak habis pikir dengan sikap beberapa org2 yg kukenal, yg tak mampu mengambil pelajaran barang sedikitpun dari kejadian2 yg menimpa org disekeliling mrk.ada yg mengeluhkan mengapa punya banyak anak sedangkan hidup terlalu pas2an,ada yg merasa kurang uang terus padahal dia bisa lebih berhemat dan itupun cukup asal ada kemauan, ada yg selalu mengeluh kapan saya spt dulu saat saya msh kaya, ada jg yg bekerja banting tulang tp tak pernah lebih,dan jg ada yg iri dgn kehidupan org lain hingga menghalalkan berbagai cara utk melihat musuhnya jatuh.semuanya itu cuma satu intinya kapan saya SENANG?dengan penuh keegoisan.

seharusnya mereka berpikir dengan itupun(yg mrk punyai), Tuhan masih memberi jalan dan kehidupan, bayangkan mereka yg tertimpa musibah lebih parah,banjir,longsor,perang.asal bisa bersyukur hidup apa adanya dan menerima dengan sabar apa yg mereka dapat sekarang ditambah trus berusaha,bukan tak mungkin suatu saat keadaan bisa berbalik indah.karena semua tetap milikNya bukan kita. karena hidup berjalan terus hingga nanti akan berhenti disatu titik saat kita kembali kepangkuan-Nya,apakah setiap detik akan dibiarkan berlalu dengan meratapi nasib yg selalu dirasa tak berpihak pd kita?what a waste... 

Monday, January 19, 2009

my best friend's girl(U.S drama comedy movie)


Tank (Dane Cook) is put to the ultimate friendship test when his best friend Dustin (Jason Biggs) hires him to take his ex-girlfriend Alexis (Kate Hudson) on a lousy date just to show her how great her former boyfriend is. When Alexis finds Tank more fascinating she decides that she wants Tank, and wants to take him to a wedding instead of Dustin. Dustin tries to become more like Tank in an attempt to get Alexis back. In the meantime, Tank is trying to make Alexis like Dustin again, but Dustin is trying to mess up the wedding and ruin Tank's and Alexis's relationship at the same time.

comment: i dont like this alot after i watched, coz its not so romantic at all as i thought.more too sarcastic words and confusing relationship between the character.the love was not really deep into the heart,especially mine.but its all Dane Cook's movie,what can i expect from that,coz also in the previous movie (good luck chuck) all he did is showing his butt and making love to many women before he ever find his true love,although it was for helping those girls i just hate it.i love Kate hudson's other movie like 'how to lose a guy in 10days' better than this.
my fave is the type of drama as Meg Ryan's movies..'with process before fall in love' not so fast and have to make love many times 1st(very damn boring).

naruto update: ch.431 naruto vs pain!


after super cool awesome naruto in ch.430 by smashing one of the pain into pieces, yet in this chapter naruto still shows his power by whacking one more pain.i cant wait for another chapter to come coz the story is getting good,although tsunade now couldnt hide her age anymore...
i just hope sasuke didnt come and spoils the show.

sweet rain(japan movie 2008)


Sweet Rain (死神の精度) that is set for release in Japan on March 22 this year. Based on the 2005 novel Accuracy Of Death by Isaka Kotaro, Takeshi Kaneshiro plays a God of Death (and what a very handsome God of Death I must say...) who appears before people who are to die in a week's time, spends the week with them and then makes the critical decision on whether to off them or not. Hmmm... don't know why but the plot somehow reminds me of that 90's television drama series Touched By An Angel (starring Roma Downey, John Dye and Della Reese) and Brad Pitt's Meet Joe Black. In Touched By An Angel, John Dye who plays Andrew the Angel of Death also appears before people who are about to die in human form, spends some time with them (usually) and then takes them to their final destination. And similarly, Brad Pitt's character Joe Black aka Death is also in charge of... er you know what. I am not sure how similar the storylines are but one thing is for sure, Takeshi's God of Death, John's Angel of Death and Brad's Joe Black are all incredibly gorgeous looking hunks ;-)

Sweet Rain also stars Manami Konishi and Sumiko Fuji. (from other blog)
comment:i must say this is a nice movie and reminds you of how close the death with us,maybe the grim reaper is close somehow although we dont know when is our turn.love it :)

cyborg she(japan movie 2008)


Cyborg She
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Cyborg She
Directed by Jae-young Kwak
Produced by Hidemi Satani
Mataichiro Yamamoto
Written by Jae-young Kwak
Cinematography Junichiro Hayashi
Distributed by Gaga Communications
Released May 31, 2008
Official website
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Cyborg She (僕の彼女はサイボーグ, Boku no Kanojo wa Cyborg) is a 2008 Japanese movie written and directed by Jae-young Kwak.
[edit] Plot Summary

One day a dull university student named Jiro meets a cyborg. They start to like each other, but since she can't truly feel emotions he decides he has to leave her. One day an earthquake hits Tokyo and she saves the boy's life, discovering her own emotions in the process.
[edit] Production notes

In late 2006 Japanese production company Amuse Soft Entertainment enlisted the involvement of Jae-young Kwak who had previously directed the massively successful Korean romantic comedy My Sassy Girl. The film was shot in Gifu Japan and had a budget of about ¥1 billion.[1] Originally the working title of the movie was Cyborg Kanojo (サイボーグ彼女) but was changed to Boku no Kanojo wa Cyborg very early on in production.

comment by me:
this is a very nice yet twisting movie abt romance with sci-fi touch.i looooveeee it and very glad after finish watching it.i really recommend this to anyone who wants to watch.adore it!

Friday, January 16, 2009

selembar kisah dari masa lalu


 

keteguhan cinta seseorang kadang tak pernah bisa termakan waktu bila ia trus memegang keyakinan itu dengan erat.dan aku mengalaminya sendiri,aku selalu mengingatnya sampai saat ini, bayangannya tak pernah benar2 pupus dihatiku.

malam itu ku tak dapat memejamkan mata,pikiranku melayang jauh bahkan terlalu jauh saat aku teringat kejadian yg kualami hari ini.setelah sekian lama,setelah beberapa tahun,aku kembali melihatnya.seharusnya aku sudah bisa melewati hal ini sejak lama tapi entah kenapa saat pandangan kami bertemu,hatiku tercekat,masih bergetar dan aku sebenarnya tak pernah mengharapkan hal ini terjadi lagi.

dia yg dulu pernah membuatku sakit dan putus asa juga pernah membuatku selalu bermimpi menjadikannya ratu diistanaku, mengisi semua angan2ku,meski akhirnya hanya menjadi sepotong harap yg sirna saat dia pergi bersama dengan yg lain.bukan semua salahnya,tapi keegoisan dan rasa rendah diri yg menghinggapiku jg membuatnya begitu.aku tak pernah bisa 
mengungkapkan isi hatiku padanya dan malah memilih berdusta padanya kalo aku tak pernah ada rasa.

pikiranku makin menerawang saat kuingat pertemuan kami pertama kalinya...

panas sangat menyengat siang itu,aku berjalan gontai keluar dari komplek sekolahku sesaat setelah bel tanda pelajaran selesai berbunyi.peluh mengucur ditubuhku dan aku merasa 
benar2 lelah hari itu.saat ku langkahkan kaki ini menyusuri jalan,aku merasa ada beberapa org mengikuti langkahku dari belakang.tak lama terdengar sebuah suara memanggilku,kutolehkan kepalaku utk melihat siapa gerangan itu.ternyata susi,teman satu kelasku, dia berusaha mengajakku berbicara,seolah2 ingin menarik perhatianku,sebenarnya ku merasa malas utk basa basi karena suntuk,dan betapa leganya aku, akhirnya aku terselamatkan dengan kedatangan adik perempuanku yg belajar disekolah yg sama dgnku.dia membawakan pesan dari ibu ttg sesuatu.akupun berpamitan pada teman2ku utk kemudian mendekat pada adikku,setelah dia menyampaikan pesan itu,sebuah senyum terukir dibibirnya,aku tahu benar kalo dia bermaksud mengejekku dgn senyumnya itu.aku tak mau bertanya lbh jauh apa maksud senyum ejekan itu, 
kusimpan kepenasaranku sampai nanti dirumah.tapi sebelumnya aku ingin beristirahat sejenak dimesjid itu dan shalat dzuhur baru aku akan pulang.mesjid yg berjarak sekitar 200 mtr dari 
sekolahku memang menjadi tempat aku melepaskan penat dan menuntut ilmu agama sehari-hari.aku selalu menyempatkan diri mampir kesana setelah pulang sekolah.

seperti biasa begitu aku sampai dihalaman depan masjid itu,akupun duduk dilantai depan masjid dan melepaskan sepatuku untuk beristirahat sejenak sebelum mengambil air wudhu.belum selesai kulepas kaos kakiku, tiba2 ada langkah2 cepat yg terseret dari arah kiriku lalu melintas tepat  didepanku.spontan saja kutengadahkan wajahku untuk melihat siapa gerangan itu.

saat kuarahkan pandanganku pada org itu,pada saat yg sama diapun menoleh kearahku.kedua mata kami bertemu,segera saja kutundukkan kembali wajahku dan meneruskan membuka kaos kaki yg satu lg lalu bergegas beranjak pergi ke tempat wudhu.aku tak lagi mempedulikan org itu.tapi bersamaan dgn langkah kakiku pikiranku sepertinya msh tertinggal disana ditempat 
aku dan dia saling memandang.

saat senja memudar ditelan kegelapan, aku merebahkan diri dikasur dan menutup mataku utk beristirahat.tapi tak berlangsung lama adik perempuanku nongol disitu dan menggangguku dengan celotehannya yg kadang kuanggap tdk penting.akupun teringat lagi senyum mengejek dari dia siang tadi,segera saja ku potong celotehannya dan bertanya apa maksud dia melakukan hal itu padaku.dia hanya tertawa dan berkata bahwa aku pura2 tdk mengerti maksudnya,dia pun menggodaku bahwa teman sekelasku susi itu ada hati padaku,dan juga beberapa perempuan yg lain namun aku dianggap terlalu kaku dan serius,juga sangat cuek.dia protes bahwa aku tak pernah sekalipun meluangkan waktu untuk memperhatikan mereka 
yg menyukaiku,aku hanya diam saja.aku bergumam dalam hati,kau tak pernah tahu itu.(bersambung) 


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

boys before flowers (new korean drama)


the rumors of this series is already spread in the net forums since last year. finally they play in the tv early this month to replace song hye kyo-hyun bin's world within,which failed to gain viewers and failed to impressed them although it was one of most anticipated drama before it aired.
so back to the topic.this drama is the third version of manga Hana Yori Dango,after Meteor Garden(Taiwan) and Boys over flower(Japan). is al abt the F4 gang and one poor but brave girl,its all abt love, fight,friendship.
but unfortunately i dont like the actress who played the main character in this drama.Go hye sun, i watched her in pure love 19 and i dont think she is the right actress. it should be prettier, younger, funnier than her and have a long hair.she doesnt look nice in making impressions,not cute enough as chunhyang or yoon eun hye in Goong/Princess Hours.San chai(Barbie Hsu) and Makino Tsukushi(Inoue Mao) are prettier and fit better in the character.such a shame while the F4 gang is nice in this drama.
although the rating is not so bad,but i see the review in Youtube for the premiere episode and i get dissapointed, especially seeing her. the story is like combining Taiwanese version and Japanese version.not really wah amazing....

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

the holocaust is getting closer...

 

reminding all these days and watched what had happened to this world, i feel like the end of this world is coming closer and closer day by day. the natural disasters,unexpected terrors and wars,the high scales of crimes,childrens of adultery,more women compare to men, less respect from young people to their parent or elder.fight between religions and many more.

this world seems no longer in peace, for so long the dream of people to be in harmony with each other will never come true.all we can do is only stay focus to ourself,make less problem with other people, pray a lot before our time is over,correct ourself whether we made mistakes to our family,friends, neighbors especially to God. respect and appreciate other by not interfering or even forcing each other in every aspects in life.well,human is human indeed,not an angel nor a devil,the smartest creature God ever made but the one who make all the problems,and it will not stop unless the last breath taken from the soul.

the rest is up to us to choose,the side of the angel or the devil,being good or bad.we lead our own way to heaven or hell.only arrogant and foolish people who think for themselves and take advantages by harming other, and never see the dirt as big as elephant in their very own eyes.they will never know,once the real holocaust comes,the whole universe will be destroyed and vanish and no such technologies from the the smartest scientists would ever be able to  predict and prevent that from happening. only in God we ask for safety and protection,no other.

p.s: please stop the wars,please spare the life of innocent peoples,especially children and women. please dont let more bloods coloring this crying holy land.save the life of palestine civilians...

Saturday, January 10, 2009

naruto chapter 431:again have to wait for naruto :(


 wah after 1 week of newyear's holiday, what a pity for me,i have to wait another one week for naruto chapter...hiks hiks..i cant wait any longer since its gonna be cool the fight between naruto and pain.i read from other blog that sasuke might shows up before the battle begin.the problem is if he really is coming,which side he will be?naruto or pain......

and abt the anime,eps 91 although is wider story from the manga, im still gratefull for the hardwork of Dattebayo teams for all this time has released a good quality subbed episodes of naruto.i hope the quitting is only temporarily.i hope they will release naruto again someday or faster nextweek although the lisence viz media will play naruto online. 

Journey 1: we made promises but we're not always keep it



Today, in this rainy day i walk alone while all my body is soaking wet.i look around for a shelter atleast to rest for a while and then continue my journey after the rain stop later.

finally i find one prayer place that looks quiet,so i go there and sit.but while i watch the pouring waters is like crying from the skies,suddenly the thunder breaks the darkness around me with a blazzing light..then it reminds me of a few days ago when i crossed one town called Jamwa.

some people gathered in one cemetary and i heard many screaming and crying..saying why u have to go,pls come back,why you leave me alone...i cant bear to live without you..and then some of them saying some prayers.i watched them from a far place coz i didnt want to disturb their important moments.after a few minutes,the people started to make their way returning to their homes.i came closer to the people who still walking and then asked them.atfirst,i only asked where i can find food and a place to stay since im a traveller and a stranger for them.they kindly gave me the info and i thanked them for that and then go to the place they told me.while i sat there in the small corner of this traditional restaurant, i heard some people talking seriously about something,about wht had happened and why people gathered around in the cemetary a few moments ago..

it was the death of two citizens in this town.one of them was a young man that would celebrate his wedding in a week ahead and all the preparation was all set for the wedding but unfortunately he died before he could do that.and it was a sudden death,just because he fell while he entered the bathroom and his head injured until he became unconcious and then passed away.his fiancee and both of their family couldn't believe of what happened.the one who really devastated was his fiancee,she couldnt stop screaming,crying ,saying 'why u have to go?!u promised me that we will spend the life together and that u will not go until we both old'
why u 're so cruel!?!.after that incedent she locked her self for a few days reminiscing his death alone..

the other one was the death of a father whose on his way from other town the place where he earned money for his family,to this town where his family always patiently waiting for him to return.the kids were happy that their father would give them the presents they want as he promised before.they couldnt wait for their father to come home.but again missfortune had fallen on their life,the father got into a street accident.one huge vehicle hitted him,run away just like that and left him bleeding to death.the gifts for the kids was destroyed too.the family couldn't handle this and they grief for him along time since then.

i learned alot of things from this.what happened to them is not only a missfortune,but it was destiny.although it was a very hard moments to deal with.but eventually for sure we'll face it someday.im sure there are a lot more than this two stories happening in our society.we,human, often make promises about everything in our life to keep and achieve.the promises to ourself,to other, to God.but we also realize and sometimes forget that we only make promises,we plan to make it to come true but we all know nothing is 100% guarranteed will be as we want and as we plan before.but God is the One who holds that decision and assurance about our life.nothing is immortal in this world.one day we were brought to this world,born as a holy baby,then grow as our parents taught us,and someday we'll be leaving this world,back to our creator,God.
and after that moment, i remembered what my teacher taught me about this amazing belief.

' we only plan things,make promises,but God decides in the end of what will happen.'

'Death would come anytime,and when its time,nobody can avoid and delay it,or make hurry for it,and it doesnt matter if we're young or old,what matter is only the destiny of our life in God's scenario.'

'this world is only temporarily place we lived in until we died,is like if we're on a trip to go somewhere, we often stop for a while to take a rest in one place before we continue our journey,that place is this world and we wont be staying forever here.'

'our fate of life was already written 50,000years before God created this whole universe and all the creatures,nothing can change the destiny,only prays could.'

for a moment i then close my eyes and take a deep breath and start exploring the fairytale in my dream that freezing and wet night.(signze knight j.1//1/08-09)

Friday, January 9, 2009

film oh baby-nya cinta laura




baru akhir taon kemaren saya nonton filmnya Cinta laura yg Oh baby, penasaran bgt karena kalo pas liat trailernya sih meyakinkan.tapi siapa sangka hasilnya pas udh nonton malah bete.apa sebabnya?karena ceritanya tdk tentu arah,atau ga tau tema utamanya apa yg mau ditonjolin disitu,apa tentang hidupnya siBaby,apa keahliannya tari dan kompetisi,apa kisah cintanya, apalah itu semuanya ga jelas,ya jadinya garing bgt.

yg jelas disini kesalahannya paling akut itu dari penulis skenario yg ga fokus dalam mengembangkan jalan cerita.entah modal pas-pasan juga ga tahu yg jelas semuanya seperti dipaksakan disana sini.terus koreografi tarinya ya begitulah.ga asik bgt.kalo mau liat referensi sih banyak,tinggal si sutradara ama penulis skenarionya aja yg menentukan mau main digenre apa. mau musikal kyk high school musical(lengkap tari ,nyanyi ama cerita remaja sma) atau kyk step up yg fokus di dance nya dan sekolah seni ama romantika percintaan tokohnya atau bahkan AADC untuk kehidupan pemeran utama ceweknya dan problematika hidupnya.lha ini ga kemana-mana,semua serba tiba2, si baby nya backgroundnya ga jelas,baju ga matching ama kehidupan sederhananya,tari ga bagus2 amatdibarengi acara kompetisi yg g modal bgt suasananya,cerita cinta sinetron bgt dan membosankan,apa drama apa komedi ga jelas.pantes kalo jeblok dipasaran.

sayang banget potensi yg ada tdk dimaksimalkan.kapan yah ada film remaja macam AADC yg berkualitas dan menghibur lg?ga cuma krn banyak penonton aja macam Eiffel I'm in love.tapi dengan atribut tari yg keren macam dance ala amrik atau india sekalipun yg ok punya.ga serba tanggung dalam berekspresi.jgn malah cuma lebay dan bikin illfel jadinya.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

the painter of the wind(new korean epic drama)


synopsis:Shin Yoon Bok is a talented painter who disguises herself as a boy to search for her father’s murderer and meets a master painter who guided her into being a great painter. Kim Hong Do is the man who teaches Yoon Bok how to paint and they develop a strong friendship of mentor and disciple.

comment by me: i like it because it showed how to make painting or drawing in old times,the techniques,the coloring,the rules and the meaning.it felt the same as when i watch 'Miss Potter' played by Renee Zellweger. its all about pouring your mind and emotion into pictures. i love it as i myself love to draw and paint also.the beauty of art indeed.....

dilema part2(sequel love u sis,seonggok cinta dihatiku,kesan pertama)


dipikiranku menerawang jauh tentang dia,eva.ada apa dengannya? apa yg terjadi? semuanya pertanyaan2 itu mengerubungiku hingga aku tak dapat memejamkan mata malam ini.ternyata firasatku benar adanya.setelah pertemuan kami yg terakhir aku jarang melihatnya lagi.sampai suatu saat seorang temanku mengabarkan sebuah berita yg membuatku sangat terkejut.eva sedang dalam proses lamaran dari seseorang!
aku tak habis pikir kenapa hal ini terjadi lagi.hatiku terasa sesak mendengarnya dan kemarahan,kekecewaan bercampur aduk didadaku.

biasanya aku tak ambil pusing lagi,tapi ini lain.walau rima dan ivone trus merongrongku dengan pertanyaan2 tentang kejelasan hubungan kami tapi aku tak lagi menghiraukan mereka.aku ingin sendiri dan ingin dibiarkan sendiri.kenapa sakit sekali perasaanku saat ini.aku tak dapat lagi menghapus wajah dia bayangan dia angan2ku tentang dia kenangan2 antara kami berdua,tak lagi.seolah2 dia telah mengambil alih seluruh pikiranku, dan seperti ruang kosong yg dingin dan hampa,rasa kehilanganku terasa lebih menyiksaku melebihi apapun.

semuanya telah merubahku untuk tidak lagi memikirkannya,aku berusaha melupakannya.apalagi saat ada seorang temanku mengajakku pergi berlibur sekalian mengurusi bisnisnya dipulau dewata aku ikut saja.keindahan dan cerahnya suasana pantai dengan semilir angin dan deburan ombak2 sama sekali tidak menghiburku.pasir2 ini terasa seperti jarum2 yg menusuk kakikku dan matahari tak bersinar di langit mendung jiwaku.selama sebulan aku melewatkan hari2ku disini, tak sepenuhnya mengobati luka ini.aku tetap membayangkan dia.dengan siapa dia bersanding dan ah itu mengingatnya seperti menorehkan garam pd luka dihatiku, sakit sekali.

akupun kembali dengan masih membawa kemuraman yg belum sirna, dan badan ini terasa lelah dan capek sekali.akupun merebahkan badanku dikasur dan perlahan menutup mataku yg berat karena kantuk yg tak dpt lg kutahan.

sayup2 kemudian aku mendengar beberapa org sedang berbincang disekitarku dan memainkan gitar sesekali disela obrolan mereka.akupun terbangun dan mereka ternyata teman2ku yg biasa mampir dan nongkrong dirumahku.salah satu dari mereka kemudian mulai berbicara lagi dan tema yg dia ucapkan membuatku menjadi tersadar dan berusaha lebih memperhatikan..

kenyataan yg aku bayangkan berbeda dengan apa yg ada diimajinasiku.dia tak dimiliki siapapun,dia memutuskan lebih memilih karirnya setelah lulus dan berusaha mengejar impiannya.dia tak ingin terjebak dalam klise yg sama dilingkungan kami yg melulu mempermasalahkan tentang pernikahan.terutama usia wanita dan kemungkinan2 jodoh yg masih sangat kolot.

seperti air dingin yg menyejukkan jiwaku,hatiku terasa lega dan perlahan aku menarik nafas panjang lalu tanpa sadar seutas senyum tersungging di bibirku.dunia serasa bersinar cerah sekali saat ini.satu hal yg pasti tiba2 keinginanku yg timbul hanya satu.bertemu dengannya dan memberitahunya bahwa aku tak ingin lagi kehilangannya......

(THE END GITU LOH)

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

between Iljimae and return of Iljimae


Iljimae is the robinhood story from korea based on comic.
at first i thought both of them is related to one another, or let say return of Iljimae is the sequel of Iljimae.and before i search the info in the internet,i was really dissapointed coz the main character is changed from Lee jun ki became Jung Il woo.but then after i read the synopsis from drama wiki its different.

Iljimae is the production from SBS aired in 2008, meanwhile Return of Iljimae is the production from MBC that will air january 2009.the basic of the story is the same although the one who have the rights from the comic is MBC,but SBS's Iljimae already aired and its a big success.i watched the one from SBS and its nice although i dont like the hanging ending.so,for the other(return of iljimae)im not sure i want to watch it again since the main cast also not as good looking as from SBS. this drama maybe good but its just too tiring to watch all over again the painfull life of Iljimae again...hiks hiks

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

understanding other's suffering

i learned a lot of things lately.especially now,in the middle of global economic problem, we will easily find more and more people around us who suffer from the crisis and getting more difficult to eat and to live properly.the big and small factory collapsed,many people fired from their job,etc.

when people get more and more depressed by the situation,i myself have experienced many thing.the most important thing is to keep thanking God for the blessing i have until now,and always be grateful in this life since not all of the people shared the same gifts.

the words of wisdom 'when there is a will there is a way' is true. if we keep on fighting in this life, there's no such thing called impossible,coz God will always be in our side if we really believe.

last year when i had to went through many hardships for months, i keep on praying and believing that God will help me,and my prayers has been answered. so i want to share to other the way to deal with situation now as far as i know..

1.ask forgiveness from God a lot of times
2.give charity to other who need it around us
3.Make better relationship with our families
4.be happy to serve guests
5.trying to always become an honest and trustworthy person
6.surrender our heart and believe in God always
7.Do what God told us to do and never to break God's rules
8.Always think positively especially to God
9.Always pray in the middle or 1/3 of the night.

there are many people who live in poverty,difficult to find food,better shelter to stay,no money,etc.so if we live in better living,please to spend what necessary,not to spend for less important thing in all aspects of life.

note:
my deeply condolences for more than 500 Palestine's civilian victims from Israel's arrogant unnecessary attacks.especially children and women, may God help them in the best way and let them rest in peace from this cruel world.

Monday, January 5, 2009

my last painting in high school


this is the last painting i've made during high school, and i no longer have it since i gave this to my dear friend from Greece.

i have no regret coz she has been a good friend of mine and im gratefull to her.i really miss her,and i wish we can meet again one day..

Friday, January 2, 2009

NEW YEAR 1430H AND 2009C


although not in the same time but i celebrate 2 new years! one is islamic newyear 1430 hijriah on 29th December 2008, and second newyear is 2009 century.im sure things will get harder and harder in life but we have to fight til the end for every wish that we make on this newyear.so fight -o-oh!!