Thursday, May 26, 2011

cloudy moments in my thought

Well, lately, things were just so blurry in front of me. And all I did for the past few days was nothing and insignificant. I've been feeling this way learning that I couldn't have everything as I want it to be. I've been preserving myself by putting the patience above everything else. However, the longer I hold on to it, the more hurts I feel inside me. Monster's ball and Killing me softly acted as the latest companions throughout my boring days in my solitude.

I wonder if God punished me for what I did, for I've been a lost soul among the bright lights around me. I intend to tighten my grips to the word faith, but sometimes it feels like holding on the flame of fire which suddenly crawls and burns my hands.

The dangerous of loving someone, the pain of being deceived by him or her that you've trusted with all of your heart, will left the un-erased scars inside.I had many scars as proof for I've been so fragile and wide-open for them without realizing the true intentions and the black hearts that grew within their bodies which poisoned me whenever I touch it.

I have lost my mind for I've been seeing only the angel face and not on the demon's appearance who controlled the whole package. It eventually turned me into someone different by the time goes by. I still look for the lost rope of faith and try to get a grip to it once again, and I wish God would help me along the way...

Saturday, May 21, 2011

the last song (US movie 2010)

synopsis:A girl learns about love, family and friendship in the place she'd never expected here for more info.the link is the original source of the synopsis article,I just want to share it with the reader aside to my personal comment.
comment: Well, the story was nice and quite entertaining. I was cried when Ronnie found out about her dad's illness, and it's not because of how tragic or how great the acting that performed by Miley, but more to bring me back to the bitter memories of my loved ones. However I must say it's sort of typical teen romance and everybody just love a happy ending. By the way the song in the ending part of the movie was great.I'll look for that :P

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

around the world in 80trades

This is about a guy named Connor Woodman, who decided to give up his work and do this journey around the world. For about 4continents, some countries, in order to satisfy his curiosity of an old or classic trading way which had been done over centuries ago. I find it very interesting and inspiring when I watched it for the 1st time in one of the local television channel.

And so, I own the DVD now and I collect it for my own to watch anytime I need some ideas. Great journey and I wish someday I might be able to get a chance such as this on my own :D. Nothing is really impossible, right?

Saturday, May 7, 2011

who are you?

Human is truly an awesome creature made by God with the amount of complexity that we might never be able to comprehend wholly. All my life, I've met many kinds of people with their own unique characteristics. However, honestly I can never really understand, perhaps nothing at all.For what we've seen in the appearance may not be the same as it is in their true form.

I've learned a lot about this, how flexible can a person be to change their nature from good into bad, from humble to arrogant, from truly sincere into taking everything for granted.Frankly, I'm tired even exhausted with this fact,although I, myself may not be the perfect person either to have the right to judge others.However, this thought has come and over so often that I couldn't resist to finally spill it out here, in this note.

Why there are so many inconsistency in this life, why we haven't been fairly treated as human being, why they keep on bugging us with their own prejudice and sceptical opinion about the 'truth' without ever trying for once confirming what the hell is going on?

People may say their own truth, but I just wish they would've just keep their mouth shut and put it only in their perspective mind without bothering themselves spreading rumors and lies about each other.I'm sick and tired dealing with all of this almost all the time. Yes, I know very well that life is no where near to be just a roller coaster, but so much more complicated than that.

In the end, all that come to my mind would be just no one would ever know the truth, the deepest thought about ourselves and people that we've known along the journey throughout our entire life.Perhaps it would be a disaster as if the pandora box has open forever when all the truth revealed before our very own eyes...

So,say it again, who am I and who are you truly anyway?

couples retreat (US movie 2009)

synopsis: 3 couples of husband and wives tried to search the true meaning of love in their surprising holiday. click here for more.the link is the original source of the synopsis article,I just want to share it with the reader aside to my personal comment.

comment: this movie was interesting and funny, especially for couples who have problems in their marriage. Although not all of them true and can be done in real life at least it was good for indirect advice. Far better than "just go with it".